Standings
I lost 1.1 kg in six days. o.ö
And I have no idea how (especially since three days ago I weighed more than that: 'D).
I have birthday coming up. I will soon 18th What I wish for? Och. Perhaps n Epilliergerät, because I know that I will never get. : 'D "The only thing I really really want is to close it again in the arms allowed. ♥
And what I would love to ... but what I imagine in the implementation still can not: D - this would be Dino Hibari-cake with the picture on top, about whom I've spoken to the Pandakekslein. : D (Do not worry, this is not a constraint, I only recently re-dreamed. D)
Okay, no, seriously.
I've considered a good thing that I do not want to celebrate. I also still do not wants. It is totally stressful, because it will be about the time of the exams start in again. That means I'll be under terrible pressure and stress are. I have on a Monday birthday. The weekend before, I'll probably need to learn and Monday I had eight hours for school anyway. I have heard that my mother and my aunt are planning something - I do not want that. I would not want them to operate cost for something I do not really want. I would not think they work very hard and I'm there Monday and I think, is yes ... but I love ... 'm stressed out and hiss all you like, and just want to bed.
And I fear that I will really respond to something like this.
My mother has already told me, my father and they want to eat with me on Monday go. Even I find that stress. As I said, I have eight hours and that means I'm probably at home at 16:00 clock. I would not then go out to eat, and certainly not when I write probably a week or two exams. Since I am tense and one probably can use the time to sleep or study. > _ \u0026lt;And now, if something big is planned ... what's this? oo I do not need the hassle. I told my mother extra, I would like nothing big. If my favorite might be the day for me, that would be anything that makes me happy. I would hope that we as a couple in bed cuddling and if necessary I just learn it yet>. \u0026lt;But then there would be no stress but pure relaxation and love. But if I here is the day and even then, and is great for all to happy, smiling and partying to do ... - I know that I still have no idea what to it. Hopefully they do not load any relatives simply because that would really be hell. I have some nice family. I have a few nice family. But acting before all I, because I simply can not do otherwise. I see them so rarely that I automatically tense, smile and runterrattere my role. This is no different. I know that I will make to happy and grateful because I want to disappoint anyone, but ... Actually, the idea that it should be something big, really terrible. I'm not home all day Tuesday and Wednesday is also a full day. I would not even have anything strenuous on Monday. Anyway I'm sitting there every Monday and think: I'm afraid of Tuesday. : D Since Tuesday, the worst day of my Week. School-like afternoon.
Maybe I be lucky that nothing is there. But I have heard that it was something.
Something for which my aunt to drive me here Saturday and they want to prepare something. Is it something outside of our house - for I mean, if they were preparing the house, I would notice that. : 'D
But ... then something big is it? "I do not want anything big. > _ \u0026lt;
Mau.
testimony.
testimony yesterday. Section 0.4 is better than last year, but still not really good. Three fours in a certificate which is already one for the high school is just not really good. But even been better. There is something for me no other choice than to me then the next time to give more effort.
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