UNUSUAL @ 2003-11-13T21: 13:00
They always say if you are sick you have so much time, but somehow I just slept the whole time and I only now this evening, nor what the school looked at .. 'm curious how the weekend so. was actually planned that we go to tomorrow night with Scholl's birthday with in club, but because I'm sick now been playing trixili think the whole program still has to type out and that will probably not be determined. Saturday will play in the b where we are destined to lose and watch later in the hall with the men and then to eat and sleep with her .. Jeffie hmm was all planned so well but am Saturday a month together with Steffen and he said (and I of course too) we would like to make something beautiful together! man man, like me, is supposed to bring everything back under a white hat I'm still not right. could say that I am sure Sunday what do with steffen but since I'm so also play 2 (if I can play at all / but I'll definitely try to fall) and then I wanted something to do with 'my parents because I in recent times "neglected" pretty but even if I had had time they would have had even their own problems .. I've aufgreget as my father was away that I have not seen him. now he's been a week back and I see him not much more .. we say early "tomorrow and night, "night" and that was a lot. have found this evening but dochmal 45 minutes to discuss our (trxis and mine) to talk about study abroad. my mother in her opinion that America is too far away, and if what happened .. Also it says has already come back ne terror message clear but such things can happen to you everywhere. They also said that it's pretty expensive what I understand so well but I said yes I would definitely give that to do so. in any case we have closed more or less a compromise is the name of my father calls his relatives in LA and asked if I could come and Trixie in the holiday there. The problem is that I still have to say trixi and I these "related" never seen let alone had only heard of them! otherwise we should rather take a trip are not quite so far is .. malta have proposed .. there once was an accident and can tell what it was? becoming the first full history tomorrow talk and listen to what she says trixi!
found it full of beautiful steffen than there was yesterday. until 2:45 p.m. to 7:45 p.m. at me .. had to finally have time to think without it I would so like to train even though I had not even found bad if I had been healthy!
and then the whole "stress" drum around her .. I will finally have to make any head about what I do but I just do it! but it is always talked about it and it will be a held responsible if you do something wrong here! or it is only talked about one! Laura said the other day in the hall, the mother overheard us from behind a pillar JUWE and then came to ".. I know what new habs just heard .." something can not be or? I mean this woman is at least twice as old as us!
with laura is another thing why did she not even written ne sms or call how she is or what she once said at all? and if isi now even what the other hand, Trixi and I will understand us so well that just keeps getting better. 'm with my parents we say enough already . Ensure it only means they want to separate. He pulls out then travels alone with his new in ulaub first he wanted to go to where we go there since I was a baby known to itself, to our know my mother even as a baby. I said if he goes then I'm really angry but then he goes not even say where .. comes back does not talk a lot and we had a pretty big fight and 2 days later he is back and says he would have made an end to the other. now he is back and as stated above, we still do not talk much with each other. I do not know me but he is not happy before. I know him and our dispute what I said and the whole long gesspräche have taken with my mother but I do not want the only reason he is here again. not only out of pity! I do not know what it is but to be honest I will say nichr go down to the office and let's talk yet again. no I want that he comes and says .. ey wa phia do not talk a little .. I'm anxious to cave in because I know how the whole page takes me and I must say that I now have the whole, may take into words. Although I do not mean all the feelings would describe precisely because simply too hard to hurt. no it does just good to know that I can tell trixi and can write down here.
"it's so terrible to stand next to it .. only in bits and pieces To know what is happening in this szenberie in which it is located .. and she knows the text but not ... can not help it .. because it gives me the manuscript is not ... "you do not know how good it was read these words because I knew that you know exactly how I feel .. it's true I know this is not text, yet it is a play that I can not suffer from but I will also not come as quickly out again .. if you read this I'll give you a part of the manuscript .. I write and write maybe I repeat myself with my answer but there are thoughts interest me, and outside there!
I do not know how severely do you know that you know me well these words from you "and she had ... came back to him pale and sickly again ... helplessness with me .. what happened?! .. there were the traces of salty tears to see the pale skin on her ?!... Or is it the eyes only so red, because she was not well ??!.." because it was both annoying it was me because I had probably been since you had a fever but also with the salty tears right! The trouble is I do not want to. . I will not cry even if there are only small tears .. no I do not want it .. it makes me so helpless .. and yet I can not help it! it was not handball so I had to cry but the allusion to my father. It was this feeling of me not to know what's going notice and then came the helplessness .. then the tears. I then briefly to the toilet because I did not want it and learn in chrisi susi .. but "luckily" I felt not good anyway so I did not have much to hide!
I read in the Book of Remembrance
I hear myself laughing
My life was a tale Told by a fool
I do not always know what I want
But I knew as I get
I took it easy though It was harder
It was a set
A set of new goals had yesterday
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