diary from the autumn holidays
Did my mails just looked through and saw that Jan sent me, my diary of the holiday at the Baltic Sea! 'm Curious whether he has also gels? Well that wanted to put in here yet anyway ..
04:10:03
arrival in Heringsdorf
We set off at 12.48 clock and are 3 hours and 15 minutes later arrived. After we packed our bags in our room, we are still a bit of play at the beach gone and been a little stroll on the pier. Have decided tomorrow evening at 17.30 clock to go to the cinema and watch for 'The League of Extraordinary Gentleman. " Jan does even "Pirates of the Caribbean" look, but I've been 2 views. For dinner I got silver paint "Romanov" eat and then I have been drinking a hot chocolate. After the shower I sit now on the laptop and listen to music ("The Happy") and write it. Want to look like a dvd. Let's see how that is. Would like to borrow "Minority Report" because I have not yet seen, and look like him wanted to. But anyway .. watch now "My Life in Ruins Wedding" .. let's see how that is, but should also be quite cool. Good night and see you tomorrow ...
05:10:03
second Day in Heringsdorf
have today rested, more or less. I was after getting up to jog to Ahlbeck, but could only hinjoggen and back, because I forgot my brace at home. But was not that bad because when I'm gone as long as the sea, I could somehow switch off and think simultaneously. Funny you sit in the car and is three hours later on the sea, which would have to make a lot more often. Maybe just that Trixi, Jeffie, Lauri and I (or ISI) would just camp here above, but I do not think we should this. After jogging
gave it only once after breakfast and we were in Ahlbeck and are there running around a bit. At 17:30 clock we were in the cinema and have as agreed, "The League of Extraordinary Gentleman" seen. Hmm .. I got the movie, to be honest, a bit differently. Oh, and the movie have we seen yesterday on DVD was totally boring and soporific. eat goods straight (I've shared with Philip Seibling) and even now I sit in our room, writing this while listening to "Where the wild roses grow".
06:10:03
Day 3 in Heringsdorf
Peace at last .. now sit alone in our room and drink my chamomile tea, Phili, Mom and Dörthe are at the hairdresser. Jan is just going jogging. Can finally write in peace and then read. Jan does not shower after jogging phone calls and then, he picks me up and we go to the other and then to the beach.
Again plan amendment .. We did not go home today but still only Wednesday, and tomorrow after work to come even her grandma and dad. But I want to go tomorrow morning after breakfast with Jan and Dörthe home. Do at home what with my dear friends, when I listen to this here mess. Papa asked me again if I want to come with him and Phili and perhaps even with Frank and Tobi to Finkenberg. White somehow did not know what to do. Trixi has namely Sunday birthday and we wanted to celebrate inside Friday. At the moment I will also divert much better, finally all said, you make the Baltic Sea a couple of nice days and does not think about all the shit and does not talk like this all the time. Can understand so that it is not real easy to not make the, but still it is stupid for me, because I again do not know everything, but then again, who knows in this story it all or who can have all answer questions? Everything tricky ..
Nagut'm going to do now for the first time finished, If Jan returns in the near future, because up ..
Bin is now relatively complete. Have no desire to do something, I would much rather lay on the beach and relax with a book of mine. I'll do later determined.
Phili just came into the room, oh man, I really tear together, but he can really annoy. Somehow he did not notice what he has the time for ne stupid stitch it! He can only rumnörgeln and does not hear what he's told. But I should not care to be .. Find it just kind of shit that I should take it into consideration, he does so not me. If it would not go so dirty mom, I could tell her so, that they should talk to him, but I think she just really other things on his mind. I hope when I'm home, finally do my thing. Papa said, how cool and mature I record it all, but when I ask if I could away, mom says up by 23 clock. I mean, they would have but know that I'm not doing anything bad, right? I mean I do not smoke and I drink it in the near future not as much as in the Village Festival, although that's another story .. I think I should also give a bit longer, though I'm only 14, right? I would go so much at the moment with the other people at parties. I find that too good .. But oh yes even see how this all worked out .. 12:57 clock is already, is now the first time at the beach.
17.11 clock, am now back in the room. War still an hour alone on the beach, I read while listening to music (Dido). It was not even cold because I was wrapped in a towel of Jan. I have very cold hands, thereby I can not write properly. I will now turn on the TV for the first time yet, perhaps what is ordinary ...
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Beautiful Agony Sample Clips
UNUSUAL @ 2003-11-20T13: 29:00
'm just teaching wat. have a written test about our project week .. was total crap! 've got a 3 but he has collected and Christine my work and so I could not write to an end! Oh great! Steffen
was yesterday for me. was really nice. He was at 17.15 then have first talked a bit and he wanted to see my stuff that I bought the day before. My mum was when we were away forever with my brother in the kitchen and have talked .. was amazed how many people know my brother and he together. then wa have seen away with him a bit. are then back up at me and he was still with me to 22.15. go to Berlin Friday. It will also laura and friends, Christine and friends and even some with son. 'm really glad that theki probably still keep up. because I mean, I know that laura christin and just sit together! great and I will stand beside it stupid!
until now he was pretty tag ... Hmph .. French working class have written that was not the best! first had a listening text, but did ask all the answers, but much is simply guesswork .. number 3, I was really good. we should write your own text and that's what I had practiced at home last night! I must now
najut tine will stop at the computer!
'm just teaching wat. have a written test about our project week .. was total crap! 've got a 3 but he has collected and Christine my work and so I could not write to an end! Oh great! Steffen
was yesterday for me. was really nice. He was at 17.15 then have first talked a bit and he wanted to see my stuff that I bought the day before. My mum was when we were away forever with my brother in the kitchen and have talked .. was amazed how many people know my brother and he together. then wa have seen away with him a bit. are then back up at me and he was still with me to 22.15. go to Berlin Friday. It will also laura and friends, Christine and friends and even some with son. 'm really glad that theki probably still keep up. because I mean, I know that laura christin and just sit together! great and I will stand beside it stupid!
until now he was pretty tag ... Hmph .. French working class have written that was not the best! first had a listening text, but did ask all the answers, but much is simply guesswork .. number 3, I was really good. we should write your own text and that's what I had practiced at home last night! I must now
najut tine will stop at the computer!
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Gloria Guidastreaming
UNUSUAL @ 2003-11-13T21: 13:00
They always say if you are sick you have so much time, but somehow I just slept the whole time and I only now this evening, nor what the school looked at .. 'm curious how the weekend so. was actually planned that we go to tomorrow night with Scholl's birthday with in club, but because I'm sick now been playing trixili think the whole program still has to type out and that will probably not be determined. Saturday will play in the b where we are destined to lose and watch later in the hall with the men and then to eat and sleep with her .. Jeffie hmm was all planned so well but am Saturday a month together with Steffen and he said (and I of course too) we would like to make something beautiful together! man man, like me, is supposed to bring everything back under a white hat I'm still not right. could say that I am sure Sunday what do with steffen but since I'm so also play 2 (if I can play at all / but I'll definitely try to fall) and then I wanted something to do with 'my parents because I in recent times "neglected" pretty but even if I had had time they would have had even their own problems .. I've aufgreget as my father was away that I have not seen him. now he's been a week back and I see him not much more .. we say early "tomorrow and night, "night" and that was a lot. have found this evening but dochmal 45 minutes to discuss our (trxis and mine) to talk about study abroad. my mother in her opinion that America is too far away, and if what happened .. Also it says has already come back ne terror message clear but such things can happen to you everywhere. They also said that it's pretty expensive what I understand so well but I said yes I would definitely give that to do so. in any case we have closed more or less a compromise is the name of my father calls his relatives in LA and asked if I could come and Trixie in the holiday there. The problem is that I still have to say trixi and I these "related" never seen let alone had only heard of them! otherwise we should rather take a trip are not quite so far is .. malta have proposed .. there once was an accident and can tell what it was? becoming the first full history tomorrow talk and listen to what she says trixi!
found it full of beautiful steffen than there was yesterday. until 2:45 p.m. to 7:45 p.m. at me .. had to finally have time to think without it I would so like to train even though I had not even found bad if I had been healthy!
and then the whole "stress" drum around her .. I will finally have to make any head about what I do but I just do it! but it is always talked about it and it will be a held responsible if you do something wrong here! or it is only talked about one! Laura said the other day in the hall, the mother overheard us from behind a pillar JUWE and then came to ".. I know what new habs just heard .." something can not be or? I mean this woman is at least twice as old as us!
with laura is another thing why did she not even written ne sms or call how she is or what she once said at all? and if isi now even what the other hand, Trixi and I will understand us so well that just keeps getting better. 'm with my parents we say enough already . Ensure it only means they want to separate. He pulls out then travels alone with his new in ulaub first he wanted to go to where we go there since I was a baby known to itself, to our know my mother even as a baby. I said if he goes then I'm really angry but then he goes not even say where .. comes back does not talk a lot and we had a pretty big fight and 2 days later he is back and says he would have made an end to the other. now he is back and as stated above, we still do not talk much with each other. I do not know me but he is not happy before. I know him and our dispute what I said and the whole long gesspräche have taken with my mother but I do not want the only reason he is here again. not only out of pity! I do not know what it is but to be honest I will say nichr go down to the office and let's talk yet again. no I want that he comes and says .. ey wa phia do not talk a little .. I'm anxious to cave in because I know how the whole page takes me and I must say that I now have the whole, may take into words. Although I do not mean all the feelings would describe precisely because simply too hard to hurt. no it does just good to know that I can tell trixi and can write down here.
"it's so terrible to stand next to it .. only in bits and pieces To know what is happening in this szenberie in which it is located .. and she knows the text but not ... can not help it .. because it gives me the manuscript is not ... "you do not know how good it was read these words because I knew that you know exactly how I feel .. it's true I know this is not text, yet it is a play that I can not suffer from but I will also not come as quickly out again .. if you read this I'll give you a part of the manuscript .. I write and write maybe I repeat myself with my answer but there are thoughts interest me, and outside there!
I do not know how severely do you know that you know me well these words from you "and she had ... came back to him pale and sickly again ... helplessness with me .. what happened?! .. there were the traces of salty tears to see the pale skin on her ?!... Or is it the eyes only so red, because she was not well ??!.." because it was both annoying it was me because I had probably been since you had a fever but also with the salty tears right! The trouble is I do not want to. . I will not cry even if there are only small tears .. no I do not want it .. it makes me so helpless .. and yet I can not help it! it was not handball so I had to cry but the allusion to my father. It was this feeling of me not to know what's going notice and then came the helplessness .. then the tears. I then briefly to the toilet because I did not want it and learn in chrisi susi .. but "luckily" I felt not good anyway so I did not have much to hide!
I read in the Book of Remembrance
I hear myself laughing
My life was a tale Told by a fool
I do not always know what I want
But I knew as I get
I took it easy though It was harder
It was a set
A set of new goals had yesterday
They always say if you are sick you have so much time, but somehow I just slept the whole time and I only now this evening, nor what the school looked at .. 'm curious how the weekend so. was actually planned that we go to tomorrow night with Scholl's birthday with in club, but because I'm sick now been playing trixili think the whole program still has to type out and that will probably not be determined. Saturday will play in the b where we are destined to lose and watch later in the hall with the men and then to eat and sleep with her .. Jeffie hmm was all planned so well but am Saturday a month together with Steffen and he said (and I of course too) we would like to make something beautiful together! man man, like me, is supposed to bring everything back under a white hat I'm still not right. could say that I am sure Sunday what do with steffen but since I'm so also play 2 (if I can play at all / but I'll definitely try to fall) and then I wanted something to do with 'my parents because I in recent times "neglected" pretty but even if I had had time they would have had even their own problems .. I've aufgreget as my father was away that I have not seen him. now he's been a week back and I see him not much more .. we say early "tomorrow and night, "night" and that was a lot. have found this evening but dochmal 45 minutes to discuss our (trxis and mine) to talk about study abroad. my mother in her opinion that America is too far away, and if what happened .. Also it says has already come back ne terror message clear but such things can happen to you everywhere. They also said that it's pretty expensive what I understand so well but I said yes I would definitely give that to do so. in any case we have closed more or less a compromise is the name of my father calls his relatives in LA and asked if I could come and Trixie in the holiday there. The problem is that I still have to say trixi and I these "related" never seen let alone had only heard of them! otherwise we should rather take a trip are not quite so far is .. malta have proposed .. there once was an accident and can tell what it was? becoming the first full history tomorrow talk and listen to what she says trixi!
found it full of beautiful steffen than there was yesterday. until 2:45 p.m. to 7:45 p.m. at me .. had to finally have time to think without it I would so like to train even though I had not even found bad if I had been healthy!
and then the whole "stress" drum around her .. I will finally have to make any head about what I do but I just do it! but it is always talked about it and it will be a held responsible if you do something wrong here! or it is only talked about one! Laura said the other day in the hall, the mother overheard us from behind a pillar JUWE and then came to ".. I know what new habs just heard .." something can not be or? I mean this woman is at least twice as old as us!
with laura is another thing why did she not even written ne sms or call how she is or what she once said at all? and if isi now even what the other hand, Trixi and I will understand us so well that just keeps getting better. 'm with my parents we say enough already . Ensure it only means they want to separate. He pulls out then travels alone with his new in ulaub first he wanted to go to where we go there since I was a baby known to itself, to our know my mother even as a baby. I said if he goes then I'm really angry but then he goes not even say where .. comes back does not talk a lot and we had a pretty big fight and 2 days later he is back and says he would have made an end to the other. now he is back and as stated above, we still do not talk much with each other. I do not know me but he is not happy before. I know him and our dispute what I said and the whole long gesspräche have taken with my mother but I do not want the only reason he is here again. not only out of pity! I do not know what it is but to be honest I will say nichr go down to the office and let's talk yet again. no I want that he comes and says .. ey wa phia do not talk a little .. I'm anxious to cave in because I know how the whole page takes me and I must say that I now have the whole, may take into words. Although I do not mean all the feelings would describe precisely because simply too hard to hurt. no it does just good to know that I can tell trixi and can write down here.
"it's so terrible to stand next to it .. only in bits and pieces To know what is happening in this szenberie in which it is located .. and she knows the text but not ... can not help it .. because it gives me the manuscript is not ... "you do not know how good it was read these words because I knew that you know exactly how I feel .. it's true I know this is not text, yet it is a play that I can not suffer from but I will also not come as quickly out again .. if you read this I'll give you a part of the manuscript .. I write and write maybe I repeat myself with my answer but there are thoughts interest me, and outside there!
I do not know how severely do you know that you know me well these words from you "and she had ... came back to him pale and sickly again ... helplessness with me .. what happened?! .. there were the traces of salty tears to see the pale skin on her ?!... Or is it the eyes only so red, because she was not well ??!.." because it was both annoying it was me because I had probably been since you had a fever but also with the salty tears right! The trouble is I do not want to. . I will not cry even if there are only small tears .. no I do not want it .. it makes me so helpless .. and yet I can not help it! it was not handball so I had to cry but the allusion to my father. It was this feeling of me not to know what's going notice and then came the helplessness .. then the tears. I then briefly to the toilet because I did not want it and learn in chrisi susi .. but "luckily" I felt not good anyway so I did not have much to hide!
I read in the Book of Remembrance
I hear myself laughing
My life was a tale Told by a fool
I do not always know what I want
But I knew as I get
I took it easy though It was harder
It was a set
A set of new goals had yesterday
Friday, November 7, 2003
Welcome Letters To Church Visitors
UNUSUAL @ 2003-11-07T14: 01:00
marie curie tag. was pretty boring .. would have found it better that anyone can go to the station to which he wants .. had the first one and then got the literature lecture a judge. I actually would have found interesting when I have not been so damn tired even to sleep. Fortunately trixili there. in the 3rd hour then what we have told about what virus protection there was trixi then turn .. at 3, Steffen me then we went to abheholt un him ... 16:15
trixi then have picked up the train. training was so, I do feel that the time does not focus properly! I'll now have a little rest tonight and then the hp book presentation where I will pick and trixi mocos ..
marie curie tag. was pretty boring .. would have found it better that anyone can go to the station to which he wants .. had the first one and then got the literature lecture a judge. I actually would have found interesting when I have not been so damn tired even to sleep. Fortunately trixili there. in the 3rd hour then what we have told about what virus protection there was trixi then turn .. at 3, Steffen me then we went to abheholt un him ... 16:15
trixi then have picked up the train. training was so, I do feel that the time does not focus properly! I'll now have a little rest tonight and then the hp book presentation where I will pick and trixi mocos ..
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